Wednesday, February 4, 2009

My Passion


DANCE-That is whr my life strts…MY passion..I don’t even remember when I realized dt itz my passion…all I knw 2day is Dance is my life..2day when I think about dance I feel sad dt I may nt get to follow my passion d way I want bcoz of our so called education system n in d run of getting urself placed in a good company..TY wont give time to participate in extra curricular activites + will be d pressure of getting good marks along with all the lectures frm ppl arnd dt how studies r more imp dan dis dnace n all.

I don’t understand Y cnt we jus follow our passion?.I totally agree dt education is equally important. But while we struggle to get good mrks, to stnd tall into dis competitive world sumwhr we leave our hobbies,interests,passion aside..There are very few lucky ppl who gt 2 follow der passion as der occupassion oh I mean occupation :P

I always ask dese questions to myself n end up getting no ans. In a
country like India whr d final moto of every1z life is to gt a job n earn money, dis question always arises in my mind dt ‘Y cant we jus follow our dreamz?’. I knw dis may sound like m in sum dream world n hv no idea abt wts happening in outer word, bt den all I feel is if nuttin much cn b done abt dis den at least include such subjects (dance, music, etc) as optional subjects in our studies.Y cnt all dis b given same importance as our studies.Y it always becums our 2nd preference.

Dis yr I hv been participating in many inter-collegiate competitions. Yes I did it fr myself, to showcase my talent bt I wud say d main reason was to gt my college a trophy. Whrever I go itz always d name K.C. I take wid me..itz nt tanvi matondkar who wins or loses..Itz K.C. n m proud of dis fact dt I can do sumthin o d othr thing fr my colz. Bt den wt we face aftr all dis is struggling fr our attendace n ppl saying ke “haan,yeh toh nachti rehti hain , wt fun na”.N dts wt makes me sad. De feel ‘cool yaar she ws dancing,having fun’ .Bt trust me d amount of hard work we did fr dese compititons is sumthing to be taken into consideration. In fact I wud say my frenz who wer jus sittin in lecs hd more fun dan me…It was me who was
practicing 8am-8pm everyday…n de jus had lecs fr mayb 4hrs.Today we hv gt ‘Best Colz’ trophy fr K.C. beating 70 other colz in maharashtra. We all hv worked hard fr it..Trophies jus don’t cum like dt yaar..we hv to WIN it. Not getting appreciated even a bit leads to frustration.

On 31th jan we gt opportunity to listen to Ms.Simmi Garewaal.In her speech she said “Follow Ur Passion”.Dis words again shook me. Will this society allow me to do dis.Will my parents allow me to do dis.Will it b fare on my part to jus follow my passion when my parents r counting on me to gt very well educated so dt I can stand tall in dis world. All dis leaves me so confused. M I suppose to jus leave all dis n gt back to studying or follow my heart/my passion?

I don’t knw….I jus don’t knw :(

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

My college- My life


2day when I shud b studying for my 2nd UT m actually sittin n writing blog here…dat shows how studios I m ..lol...neways
What made me write 2day was sum of my frenz who told me 'ur blog is so pakao'..lolz..On a serious note I was jus thinking abt how life hs changed while I movied frm F.Y. to S.Y. n now T.Y.-cumin soon..lol…I hav been in KC since 2006 I guess..dt was JC days n believe me I so hated colz den…I hardly attended colz, hd very few frenz n always used to wonder Y I hv to go to colz…Aftr being quite a popular student in skool..I felt soooo lost when I entered F.Y.JC-comp sci class full of more dan 100 students..huh..don’t even like to recollect dose days n den life changed in degree colz…When I entered F.Y.B.Sc.IT…I was quite chilled abt d fact dt I ws a KC student n thot wil b seein lots of old frenz frm JC bt to my surprise the whole class was filled wid new ppl n I was like OMG again new frenz banao n all dt stuff…sumhow I ws successful in making few new frenz n others thinking dt oh she has so much attitude/ she is so reserved….bt den m so used to ppl sayin dt I hv attitude, I never gt affected by my classmates feelin so…with all dese things n lotta assignments n tutorials happening wt changed my life in a better way was NSS.Josh mein aake join toh ker liya tha bt IT mein se waqt hi nahi mila to work fr it…den aaya naam NSS ke defaulters mein n den the result of getting a scolding frm our very own Dabholkar sir I finally strted working fr NSS.NSS was the things which gt me lot of new frenz,lot of opportunities, lot of new experiences, good platform to showcase my talent etc etc…Aftr dis I became more comfortable in colz..The “lost” feelin which was der inside rite frm JC jus gt out of me.N now SY jus rocks wid lott of extra curricular activites,lot of new frenz, better bonding wid my own classmates n teachers…Colz rocks…whenever I think abt JC days all I cn do is laff at d fact dt I hated KC whereas 2day its like 2nd home…Sunday ko bhi ghar pe raha nahi jaata..kuch na kuch kerke colz jaana hi hota hain..be it dance practice or studies.

K.C.Rocks